Part 18
“Hope is the thing with feathers, that perches in the soul
-and sings the tune without words, and never stops – at all.”
-Emily Dickensen
Part 18
The terrain wasn’t anything special, in fact, it was a little tedious. The
Fire Chief drove the SUV with precision as he raced to keep up with the
screaming sirens of the police cruiser while the others looked out their
windows. No winding turns, no construction zones, not even a hill to be seen for
miles. Straight lanes, two each direction, divided by a wide grass median with
the occasional cluster of large trees on the side. Small town turn off after
small town turn off passed by in a blur. Could they all be wondering the same
thing that Hayden was? How could anything go wrong on such an unassuming road?
Listening to his brother texting from the seat beside him, he looked down and
stared at the phone resting silently in his lap. He wanted to be dialing a
number too, but the one person he needed to talk to wouldn’t answer. "A few more
minutes and we’ll be there," the Chief announced.
While he wouldn’t consider himself a religious man, he had faith so he closed
his eyes and prayed until he felt the car slow down. He opened them to the same
thing they’d been looking at for miles – grey road and green trees. Everyone got
out of the cars with the same confused expression.
"Ok, fan out," Captain Fellowes yelled. Hayden hadn’t been aware that the
senior officer had made the trip until he heard his voice. "We’re looking from
this point, with a 50 yard radius."
Seven sets of eyes hit the ground searching. The uniformed looking for a
phone or a clue; the other four looking for the woman they all missed. Trying to
ward off the black thoughts that threatened his mind, Hayden scanned the grass
while thinking of her smile and her scent. He remembered the first time he
kissed her in a hotel hallway outside of her room and their last kiss at the
airport before he left but he needed more and then he heard the dulcet tone of
her voice in his head.
‘It is up to you to keep going even though your heart is broken’
It was the moment his eyes filled with tears as he had listened to her talk
to his cousin Justin. New to each other, barely dating, everything she said
helped him unravel the mystery that was her. Of all the things to pop into his
head, of all the moments they had shared, his eyes moved left to right across
the short grass and wondered why *that* one…and then he heard the urgency in
Eric’s yell.
"Over here!"
He looked just in time to see crutches being dropped in favor of running on a
still injured leg, straight toward the bank of trees and brush. Hayden sprinted
in the same direction, going even faster than he knew to be possible when he
heard the panicked "MO? MO!"
It was a small rise, just shy of planned landscaping, but it was enough to
hide what rested at the base of the clump of trees. Eric was still running but
with his cast Hayden easily caught up, soon seeing what Eric had. "Melissa!" As
Eric’s calls had alerted him, his brought Tove and Beth with the officer and two
chief’s not far behind.
In the shade of the trees and barely visible against the shrubs, peeked out
the crumpled remains of a very familiar truck. It sat quiet, undisturbed, and
completely upside down for going on two days. As they neared the wreck they
began to notice debris under their feet, things that Hayden recognized as
permanent fixtures in the now crushed cab; broken CD’s, a jacket, her favorite
travel mug, maps, dashboard trinkets. Adrenaline pushed them faster and harder,
but none faster than Hayden who slid to the cab like a runner to home plate.
Without hesitation, he crawled into the cab through the window, or at least
where there had been a window. Eric went in through the other side. Both of them
called her name, both of them found only the face of the other staring back at
them. The cab was broken and in disarray but one new thing caught their
attention. The shattered but in tact windshield, the steering wheel, the dash
board, and the seat all had iron colored stains dried to them.
Beth and Tove had gone to the back where they could barely make out the
crushed remnants of a camper shell. The tailgate hung loose and the shell’s door
was now a mat to destruction. She’d been through medical school and done a stint
in the ER, but it hadn’t prepared the young doctor for what she saw inside when
she peered in. It was her strangled scream that pulled Hayden and Eric out of
the cab. They shot to the back where Tove had his arms wrapped around Beth. Her
knees were buckled and tears streamed down her face.
Kona’s heavy wire travel crate, still secured to the bed of the truck, hung
several inches above the damaged camper shell. The rear wall was partially
collapsed, the pad and blanket she always rested on were shoved against it. The
door bulged but the hinges and latch had held somehow, keeping it mostly closed.
One small corner of the door stood out away from the cage, peeled back but
stopped by a steadfast latch. The crate hung there, empty of its precious cargo.
Now it held only iron stains of dried blood, tufts of fur and Kona’s collar
dangling from a wire fragment below the latch. Unable to take her eyes off the
mangled cage it became too much and she screamed out again, a drawn out cry of
loss.
Eric held out his arms and she fell into them sobbing. "Bethy hey, it’s gonna
get better," he tried to assure her, "at least we know where to start now. At
least we know they are ok."
"How is any of this GOOD? How do we know they’re ok?" Hayden took his eyes
off the stains to look at Beth, held tight by Eric, eager for optimism.
"They aren’t here. They both got out. There’s damage and blood but baby, they
both walked away. Now we just need to figure out where they walked to and we’ll
have them home again."
It was a glimmer and Hayden grabbed on. "Eric’s right." His words brought
Beth’s face from sobbing to staring. "He is. Let’s walk it through and see what
we can learn." Eric nodded as Beth took a step back. "Whatever caused the truck
to flip happens and it comes to rest here."
"Mo gets out of the cab and goes to check on Kona…" Eric continues. "The
latches are all bent so the door won’t open. She pulls at it, finally bending
back a corner."
"Kona’s breakaway safety collar gets hung and snaps open the way it’s
designed to. As a big dog fits through a very small opening, she scrapes against
the exposed wires." Hayden pulled out his cell phone and studied the display,
turning it around to show the group. "She tries to call for help but there is no
service."
"She would have walked to the road," Beth quietly added, trying to focus.
They all made their way back to the road with Hayden keeping an eye on his cell
display, announcing when he had reception.
All seven people’s eyes hit the ground again, walking the edge of the road.
The possibilities at this point were countless. Did they get a ride? Did they
walk? Did she get through to a hospital? Where were they?
"Chief?" called the young officer. "I found something."
Just at the edge of the asphalt where the road turns to gravel before it
becomes dirt was a small, silver phone. The group all identified it as the type
Melissa used but when Hayden bent to pick it up, the officer stopped him. "I’m
sorry sir, but we’re going to need to mark that as evidence first."
"Evidence?"
Tove had seen what Hayden hadn’t. Putting one hand on his younger brother’s
shoulder, the other pointed a few feet up from the phone to a smattering of
blood, then a pool of it close to the traffic lane, the gravel disrupted. As
much as they all wanted to deny it, there would be none of that. Not now.
Pulling out his cell phone, Hayden typed in a very short text message before
shoving the device back into his front pocket. The tension hung thick in the
air, waiting, wondering. "Wherever they are, the need help." He spoke more
calmly than anyone expected. "Chief, we will do everything we can to help. Any
resource we have is at your disposal to direct just please…find them." Without
another word, he turned and walked back toward the wreck.
With a tone of pure remorse, the Chief sighed before telling the remaining
group that now, sadly, they had an official missing person. Tove and Eric
exchanged glances before starting down their own paths. Holding firm to Beth’s
hand, Eric worked with the officers on turning things ‘official’ and getting
Missing Person signs out to hospitals further west than they had gone
previously.
Tove held his phone in his hand, toying with the keys. He really needed to
call about four numbers at once. Prioritizing based on the situation, he made
his first call and listened to it ring before it connected. "Adam? It’s Tove.
Hayden is going to need your help."
Beth looked to her fiancé planning a search, to her best friend’s brother in
law preparing for the circus, then behind her to a man who should have been
falling apart but seemed more pulled together than the whole of them combined.
Patting Eric’s hand, she squeezed it before letting go to join Hayden standing
by Melissa’s truck. "Hey," her voice quiet.
"Hey." Glancing at her, he watched her expression. "You don’t have to be here
if it upsets you Beth. I just…I feel closer to her here."
"You shouldn’t be alone. She’ll kick my butt, not to mention tease me
mercilessly over the fact that a doctor couldn’t be by an accident scene."
Trying to lighten the mood was difficult if not completely impossible so she
gave up. "Hayden? What are you thinking?"
"How much I love them both." His answer was swift and true. "I’m thinking
that at least they are together and I worry a little less when they have each
other. I’m wondering if I had skipped just one press event, if I had come home a
day earlier, would any of this have happened."
"You can’t…"
"I can Beth and I do. I didn’t want to leave her this summer, but she said
she knew it was coming. She said she was prepared for it. She told me it was ok.
But now…"
"…and it is," she quietly sighed. "We talked about this summer two years ago.
She was head over heals in love with you, but the feeling caught her off guard.
Those were interesting days, listening to her trying to talk herself out of a
future with you. I think she expected me to help."
"But you didn’t?"
"Never. I want for her what she wants for me and for you and for everyone
else she loves – to be happy. From the very first day, you made her happy. Why
would I want to talk her out of having that forever? I know the summer’s been
hard on you both, but I promise you, even now, even with all this, she would
still tell you to go. You have never stopped making her happy and she would
still support you and your career."
"I don’t give a damn about my career. I just want them both home." He looked
at her with glassy eyes, fighting to stay strong.
"I know. They will be, we’ll all see to that." They stood together looking at
the truck in a silence soon broken by approaching sirens. "Come on," she offered
her hand to him.
"Beth? Do you believe they’re ok?" She dropped her hand back to her side.
"Yes…and so do you. What would she say if she were here, looking with
us?"
That was an easy one. "…that we need to keep going."
"Then that’s what we’ll do." She offered her hand to him again.
"Together."
This time he took it, holding it tightly as they turned from the debris. None
of them were alone and that’s how it needed to remain.
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